1. The universe has four macroscopic dimensions, and essentially ‘magic’ governs it in the following sense. The ‘mind’ and collective consciousness etc. are simplistic approximations by people like Jung and Emerson. Nietzsche knew a very special part of the metaphysical universe, focused on ‘will’ and Emerson denied will. Rilke knew a great deal about the internal heavens and metaphysics. These must follow quantitative laws of a unified physics. Einstein was right about the determinism in the universe, but the issue is that our minds have direct access to this in various ways. Jung’s ‘archetypes’ can give us senses of particular prefabricated sequence of internal experiences which explains why your self-discourse includes Uriel, Metatron, Nephilim, etc. Yes, these are you, and no I’m not crazy at all, no more than any other explorer who broke the barriers of standard thinking: Newton and Kepler were both interested deeply in mysticism and alchemy.
Let’s look at some of the major pieces of the puzzle, where the goal is to unite art, science, and spirituality in quantitative science. You can read some of my blogs on S4 physics and get a pretty sketchy picture with little parts filled in:
These are just some of the pieces that took a great deal of push to get to, and since I met you I resolved the issues of Dirac equation in quantum mechanics.
Note that these are not acceptable in academic standards they are based on pure ideas that are revolutionary.
These imply the impossibility of a creator God or a moment of creation. All that is bullshit.
All this needs to be put together too. Now assume S4 physics is known. Then the metaphysical experiences of people like myself who expend a lot of internal experiences, direct experience of the four-dimensional universe via the third eye, what Descartes called the seat of the soul, and my third eye is very strong. I’ve found a great deal of fancy machinery in the metaphysical universe and that machinery rather than money is power in controlling populations, organizing society etc. etc. I broke through most of the machinery and decided to do this my way at a great cost obviously. This S4 physics trumps religions in one level by ensuring nonexistence of the monotheistic ‘sky God’. Now you may be of Jewish background but your ‘God’ etc are a mismatch with what most rabbis would say regarding these and you can’t really convince me of any part of Old Testament as of value anyway, because this is mythology I did not grow up with and I hate Islam as a religion even though I think that’s not a good reason to kill them any more than I think all Americans should be killed for Hiroshima and Nagasaki or Dresden or whatever. American racism and social power will never be given to a non-white person so I am condemned to live here as a renegade. I can change many things based on extremely difficult tactics in metaphysical spaces because I am more in tune with Heaven and Hell directly. So there’s what’s up with me. You call me conceited. If you look at the worth of this work versus the entire science of this age and look at how mistreated I am here by people who envied my genius, you’d realize I’m not conceited. My work deserves to be done and I am not interested in being your movie-watching partner when you have never even taken the smallest step to come through with your various implicit promises and used me. Well, all this is forgiven because I am an Angel of Mercy and see the great potential you have and because you truly did touch my heart and I believe fate chose you for me, but I am happy to be alone as well, and finish the Volatility Storms which you inspired. Otherwise, my patience has limits, and far greater limits than most of the pompous assholes who are the ‘great men’ of today’s Harvard and Berkeley and wherever.